Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Okay folks so my posts have been scarce and short...life here has been at its limit! Brennan went to stay at my parents last week. I was at that point on the rope where there's not much left before it snaps, and moments after my parents departure, later in the evening i got there again...BEING A MOMMY IS THE HARDEST THING IN THE WORLD!!
I have felt as though i had zero support as of late in the mommy world. I know that i am not alone in the struggles i face, i know that Ben believes we are doing the right thing. I know that he has been overwhelmed as we have had a seemingly nonstop home project going for over a month (transforming our screened in porch to a closed in office space for him, creating a playroom, putting up a big boy bed for Brennan..) And his work has been really busy. I also feel like a lot of my friends listen in judgement as i pour out current struggles. I've wanted to say what about the verse 'weep with those who weep, rejoice with those who rejoice'?!!! Or maybe "encourage one another as long as it is today.." So dear, fellow, mommies i want to do that for you. May this blog be good for that if nothing else. I want to post parts of a sermon that i recently read by Billy Sunday about MOtherhood. Over the next 3 weeks i will continue to post words of life and hope that will hopefully give you courage for this extremely difficult task!!! Here is Part One: